The answers are in the back

So if I could have all the answers in the world I'd just want to know what the end of the world is like. Then I would put the book down and never read it again. I would never want to see the rest of  my life. Life is a surprise and it should always be a surprise. I guess the only thing I may want to know is if I ever get over depression and anxiety. It is horrible. I often times think it is worse than if I were to just die. I dread panic attacks. I can't take them sometimes. My mind just breaks and I have to take a couple of hours and reset because I don't know what else to do. So anyway sorry about that little tangent but yeah I think I would just see how the world ends and if my anxiety ever goes away.